Hey people,
How are things? Yeah, I got permission to leave school early. I just couldn't handle it. Sometimes I need to do that.
So, I'm going to write something really personal. My mom is an alcoholic. She gets really stressed out with work and sometimes she just needs a way out. When she gets drunk, sometimes she yells at me and says some pretty mean things. No one really understands what it's like ... at least no one really
close to me.
My sort-of-friend Ryan gets it because his dad's the same way.
But I can't talk to my boyfriend about it. I'm scared that he'll act differently if I do. I really love him, but I haven't even been able to tell him that. I hope I'll be able to do it before I go to Toronto for Christmas.
I have something else I need to get off my chest ... I'm bisexual. Yeah, crazy right. Anouther thing I need to tell my parents.
And my boyfriend.
On a lighter not, I have a few music suggestions like I sometimes do
First, is "Lightning Crashes" by Live. (I know it's not really my usual style, but it's a sweet song and it's come to mean a lot to me.) Second is "The Violet Hour" by Sea Wolf. (Same)
Enjoy life.
Kade123
Wow. That's alot for you to have to deal with. Maybe you should get some help.
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