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<-- (One Tree Hill art) Hey guys!
So, darkness seems to be a theme these days. I saw little girls walking around in Goth gear. Haa! I guess there's hope for Canadian youth after all.
So, it's not like life is so bad. I'm just so tired all the time. Either people are completely ignoring me or my friend's boyfriends are hitting on me!
Nothing is perfect I suppose.
My boyfriend's grandparents are visiting this weekend, so he's busy with that. No problem though. My friend's birthday party is tonight! Yay! Gonna be rocking!
English thesis do soon. Stressing out! Ahh! Breathe, breathe.
I had fun shopping with my mom today. I got some pretty lingerie stuff (not like I need it with Jake. We're not like that, must to my distaste... hrmph).
Okay, bye friends.
Kade123
Band of Skulls, "Friends" lyrics (from http://www.lyricsmode.com)
Every Friday just about midnight
All my problems seem to disappear
Everyone that I miss when I'm distant
Everybody's here
I need love
Cause only love is true
I need every wakin' hour with you
And my friends cause they're so beautiful
Yeah my friends they are so beautiful
They're my friends .
Hello.
So, no progress on the boyfriend sitch. I really love him, but he's sooo damn cryptic. Grr. I'm so done with boys. They annoy me. It would so much easier if I was a lesbian like my friends.
No, scratch that. No it wouldn't be. Things are tough all around I guess. Hrmph.
Musical rehearsals are soon. I'm gonna have a brain... something... by then end of it I'm sure. RAWR RAWR. I feel like I'm gonna cry every time I think of it.
I'll keep you posted, my few readers.
Lots of love,
Kade123
Lyrics from "I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth (Summer Song)" by Fallout Boy (yes that is the title. Pretty rocking right?)
At trust and love and hope
And the poets are just kids who didn't make it
And never had it at all
And the record won't stop skipping
And the lies just won't stop slipping
And besides my reputation's on the line
We can fake it for the airwaves
Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone else around me
Random people reading this.
Today is defined in two words. Sad face My boyfriend is sick (aw, swine is here to stay) just as I got better. I wish I could go see him or something but that's just not what we do. It's almost like were in a permanent state of awkward. I'm starting to think maybe it's not made to last. We're not really a "we" or an "us". We're separate unless we make big plans about getting together every fortnight or two. And we never spend anytime alone. It's just weird then. And his little brother or his parents are always there. I really just want some time with just him. I love him. I really do. I just don't know what to do anymore. Also, serious writer's block today. Nothing sounds right anymore. I have issues expressing exactly what I'm trying to say. It sounds fine in my head but looks completely wrong when it's down on paper. Many sad faced tidings, Kade123 Quote from http://www.onlyonetreehill.com/brookeqoutes.htm (One Tree Hill=Bomb show btw) : I'm not the most eloquent speaker, so I thought I would borrow a few words from Shakespeare. 'Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds.' When life gets hard, when things change, true love remains the same. I look at them and some how I feel safer. I don't know if I can explain that, but they give me hope. And, I'm afraid say it out loud because maybe if life finds out it'll try to beat it out of them and that will be a shame. Because, we all can use a little hope sometimes, you know. That feeling that everything's going to be okay and that there's going to be someone there to help make sure of that. So, here's to the one I love, and here's to hope, and here's to a love that will not alter. - Brooke Davis
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