Hello,
So I'm waiting for my brother to come home from hanging out with his friends so I can get the cellphone and text my friend. Major sad face.
To keep myself entertained, I'm blast Green Day "Jesus of Suburabia", Roz Bell "Heart Attack", Black Eyed Peas "I've Gotta A Feeling" and The Barenaked Ladies "Falling For the First Time". No real theme tonight I guess.
I went to see my shrink earlier this week. She's getting me into this teen support group so I can meet other messed up teens just like me! Yays!
So, thing with my boyfriend is going fine, I guess. I'm his first girlfriend I think, so he's getting used to it. It's cute actually, just how green he is.
Sorry, no book quotes from me today. I'm not writing right now!
Love you all!
Kade123
Quotegarden.com quote!
A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad.
~Arnold H. Glasgow
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Did I let you down to get that sound/And break my knees to get release
Hello.
Sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been busy and stuff, but I've had a good couple of days. Well, today included alot of angsty drama, but I got it sorted out. Oh how I love being a teenager. :(
Well, I'm seeing a new therapist now and I have my second appointment with her tomorrow. She's really nice and since she does work through the public health system, it's free!! Yay to free psych help!!!
So... well I'm officially dating a guy now. He's awesome! I really, really like him! I'm just hoping he likes me as much as I like him!
So, right now I'm working on a Romeo and Juliette type book about a witch and a witch-hunter... very confusing if you haven't read the whole thing so I'm just attaching the least confusing chapter.
Loves,
Kade123
Quote of the Day (thank you to quotegarden.com)
See! the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister flower would be forgiven
If it disdained its brother;
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea: -
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?
~Percy Bysshe Shelley, Love's Philosophy
Sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been busy and stuff, but I've had a good couple of days. Well, today included alot of angsty drama, but I got it sorted out. Oh how I love being a teenager. :(
Well, I'm seeing a new therapist now and I have my second appointment with her tomorrow. She's really nice and since she does work through the public health system, it's free!! Yay to free psych help!!!
So... well I'm officially dating a guy now. He's awesome! I really, really like him! I'm just hoping he likes me as much as I like him!
So, right now I'm working on a Romeo and Juliette type book about a witch and a witch-hunter... very confusing if you haven't read the whole thing so I'm just attaching the least confusing chapter.
Loves,
Kade123
Quote of the Day (thank you to quotegarden.com)
See! the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister flower would be forgiven
If it disdained its brother;
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea: -
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?
~Percy Bysshe Shelley, Love's Philosophy
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Day to day / Where do you want to be?
Hello.
I just finished watching Charlie Bartlett for about the tenth time. Such a great movie!! Good movie to watch this week too. I'm going for my psych exam on Tuesday and my self-esteem is probably at an all-time low. Well, maybe the only time it was this low was when I went bulimic in grade five. Someone looking at me now wouldn't believe me but after I stopped making myself throw up, I started eating and I didn't stop. So now I'm right back to where I started. It's really hard for me to remember that I shouldn't go back to that. But when you have a brother like mine, a total jock, and when you look like I do, a total non-jock emo drama geek, it's really hard not to hate yourself. I've tried everything: sex, guys, caffeine, therapy, church, throwing up, over eating... and I'm still sad all the time. Writing helps but there are some days where I just want to lie there all day and not have to get up and face the real world
Because the real world sucks.
Signing out on that pessimist note,
Kade123
Today's other quote is from Monty Python!
Sir Bedevere: There are ways of telling whether she is a witch.
Peasant 1: Are there? Oh well, tell us.
Sir Bedevere: Tell me. What do you do with witches?
Peasant 1: Burn them.
Sir Bedevere: And what do you burn, apart from witches?
Sir Bedevere: There are ways of telling whether she is a witch.
Peasant 1: Are there? Oh well, tell us.
Sir Bedevere: Tell me. What do you do with witches?
Peasant 1: Burn them.
Sir Bedevere: And what do you burn, apart from witches?
Peasant 1: More witches.
Peasant 2: Wood.
Sir Bedevere: Good. Now, why do witches burn?
Peasant 3: ...because they're made of... wood?
Sir Bedevere: Good. So how do you tell whether she is made of wood?
Peasant 1: Build a bridge out of her.
Sir Bedevere: But can you not also build bridges out of stone?
Peasant 1: Oh yeah.
Sir Bedevere: Does wood sink in water?
Peasant 1: No, no, it floats!... It floats! Throw her into the pond!
Sir Bedevere: No, no. What else floats in water?
Peasant 1: Bread.
Peasant 2: Apples.
Peasant 3: Very small rocks.
Peasant 1: Cider.
Peasant 2: Gravy.
Peasant 3: Cherries.
Peasant 1: Mud.
Peasant 2: Churches.
Peasant 3: Lead! Lead!
King Arthur: A Duck.
Sir Bedevere: ...Exactly. So, logically...
Peasant 1: If she weighed the same as a duck... she's made of wood.
Sir Bedevere: And therefore...
Peasant 2: ...A witch!
I just finished watching Charlie Bartlett for about the tenth time. Such a great movie!! Good movie to watch this week too. I'm going for my psych exam on Tuesday and my self-esteem is probably at an all-time low. Well, maybe the only time it was this low was when I went bulimic in grade five. Someone looking at me now wouldn't believe me but after I stopped making myself throw up, I started eating and I didn't stop. So now I'm right back to where I started. It's really hard for me to remember that I shouldn't go back to that. But when you have a brother like mine, a total jock, and when you look like I do, a total non-jock emo drama geek, it's really hard not to hate yourself. I've tried everything: sex, guys, caffeine, therapy, church, throwing up, over eating... and I'm still sad all the time. Writing helps but there are some days where I just want to lie there all day and not have to get up and face the real world
Because the real world sucks.
Signing out on that pessimist note,
Kade123
Today's other quote is from Monty Python!
Sir Bedevere: There are ways of telling whether she is a witch.
Peasant 1: Are there? Oh well, tell us.
Sir Bedevere: Tell me. What do you do with witches?
Peasant 1: Burn them.
Sir Bedevere: And what do you burn, apart from witches?
Sir Bedevere: There are ways of telling whether she is a witch.
Peasant 1: Are there? Oh well, tell us.
Sir Bedevere: Tell me. What do you do with witches?
Peasant 1: Burn them.
Sir Bedevere: And what do you burn, apart from witches?
Peasant 1: More witches.
Peasant 2: Wood.
Sir Bedevere: Good. Now, why do witches burn?
Peasant 3: ...because they're made of... wood?
Sir Bedevere: Good. So how do you tell whether she is made of wood?
Peasant 1: Build a bridge out of her.
Sir Bedevere: But can you not also build bridges out of stone?
Peasant 1: Oh yeah.
Sir Bedevere: Does wood sink in water?
Peasant 1: No, no, it floats!... It floats! Throw her into the pond!
Sir Bedevere: No, no. What else floats in water?
Peasant 1: Bread.
Peasant 2: Apples.
Peasant 3: Very small rocks.
Peasant 1: Cider.
Peasant 2: Gravy.
Peasant 3: Cherries.
Peasant 1: Mud.
Peasant 2: Churches.
Peasant 3: Lead! Lead!
King Arthur: A Duck.
Sir Bedevere: ...Exactly. So, logically...
Peasant 1: If she weighed the same as a duck... she's made of wood.
Sir Bedevere: And therefore...
Peasant 2: ...A witch!
I Slept With Someone From Fallout Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me.
Hey guys.
So today is Sunday! My least favorite day of the week.
Today' music is good break up songs by Carrie Underwood. Hun. Are you also detecting a theme in my musical choices? I definitely am. Maybe because the boy in question seems a little distant these days. Talk about mixed messages. I love his family though. They are so cool! His little sister is the cutest. His parents are way cooler then mine. Imagine having an animator and a comic writer for a dad! Talk about awesome.
What I don't understand is why boys can't just tell you how they feel! I'm sort of stuck because if I tell *blank* how I feel, he'll do what all guys do... run, very very fast. I would prefer it if he just told me he whether he likes me or not instead of asking me out one day and then being all weird and distant the next. Major confused face!!!
Cheers,
Kade123
Quote of the day:
Boredom flourishes too, when you feel safe. It's a symptom of security.
~Eugene Ionesco
Sorry. No writing today. I'm not on the right computer (the one without my writing stuff on it) but maybe I'll post something later!
Today' music is good break up songs by Carrie Underwood. Hun. Are you also detecting a theme in my musical choices? I definitely am. Maybe because the boy in question seems a little distant these days. Talk about mixed messages. I love his family though. They are so cool! His little sister is the cutest. His parents are way cooler then mine. Imagine having an animator and a comic writer for a dad! Talk about awesome.
What I don't understand is why boys can't just tell you how they feel! I'm sort of stuck because if I tell *blank* how I feel, he'll do what all guys do... run, very very fast. I would prefer it if he just told me he whether he likes me or not instead of asking me out one day and then being all weird and distant the next. Major confused face!!!
Cheers,
Kade123
Quote of the day:
Boredom flourishes too, when you feel safe. It's a symptom of security.
~Eugene Ionesco
Sorry. No writing today. I'm not on the right computer (the one without my writing stuff on it) but maybe I'll post something later!
Saturday, August 15, 2009
The Poets are just kids who didn't make it
Hello,
So my mom's friend is is town this week and of course I had to give her my room. It's that or force her to sleep on the couch. God forbid my brother let her use his room. *Scoff scoff*
So, I'm supposed to be crashing on the couch but my brother is up late gaming in the living room and my dad is asleep there as well. So I just have to wait until everyone decides to disappear and let me catch some zzz's. *Sad face*
So I'm up late, writing and listening to old school Taylor Swift. She was much better when she was complaining about "that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive!" Gotta love a PMSing feminist! Woohoo.
Anyway, gotta stop stalling and get my laundry done since I have no clean clothes (just got back from Cape Breton). Family vacation next week. Should be fun. I must remember my Overlord script (I'm in an awesome, Spaceballs style musical my best friend's dad is putting on. It will be at the Fringe Festival in Halifax, NS. Everyone should go see it!)
(another) Quote of the Day!!
Infatuation is when you think he's as sexy as Robert Redford, as smart as Henry Kissinger, as noble as Ralph Nader, as funny as Woody Allen, and as athletic as Jimmy Conners. Love is when you realize that he's as sexy as Woody Allen, as smart as Jimmy Connors, as funny as Ralph Nader, as athletic as Henry Kissinger and nothing like Robert Redford - but you'll take him anyway.
~Judith Viorst, Redbook, 1975
So my mom's friend is is town this week and of course I had to give her my room. It's that or force her to sleep on the couch. God forbid my brother let her use his room. *Scoff scoff*
So, I'm supposed to be crashing on the couch but my brother is up late gaming in the living room and my dad is asleep there as well. So I just have to wait until everyone decides to disappear and let me catch some zzz's. *Sad face*
So I'm up late, writing and listening to old school Taylor Swift. She was much better when she was complaining about "that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive!" Gotta love a PMSing feminist! Woohoo.
Anyway, gotta stop stalling and get my laundry done since I have no clean clothes (just got back from Cape Breton). Family vacation next week. Should be fun. I must remember my Overlord script (I'm in an awesome, Spaceballs style musical my best friend's dad is putting on. It will be at the Fringe Festival in Halifax, NS. Everyone should go see it!)
(another) Quote of the Day!!
Infatuation is when you think he's as sexy as Robert Redford, as smart as Henry Kissinger, as noble as Ralph Nader, as funny as Woody Allen, and as athletic as Jimmy Conners. Love is when you realize that he's as sexy as Woody Allen, as smart as Jimmy Connors, as funny as Ralph Nader, as athletic as Henry Kissinger and nothing like Robert Redford - but you'll take him anyway.
~Judith Viorst, Redbook, 1975
Beautiful People
Hello.
You don't know me, but you do know my screen name, Kade123. I'm a teenage girl who is currently writing 9 books at once. None have gotten very far, unfortunately.
So, what are you thinking right now? Maybe that I'm some kind of weird antisocial genius kid. Well, if that is what you are thinking about, you at least have the antisocial thing right. *Smiley face* But the genius thing, not so much.
So, the blog. This blog is merely a place for me to vent. If you find my ranting amusing, feel free to drop in and laugh at my pain. I have no problem with that. I will be going back to school in September, so the posts might be less frequent then, but for now, I will be updating when, and if, I chose to. Possibly with small quotes from QuoteGarden and maybe snippets of the novel I'm working on that day. You'll see today's quotes bellow.
Enjoy,
Kade123
(Oh, and just so you know, every post is named after song lyrics or song names. Just to make me that cool.)(Sarcasm)
Quote of the Day, (curtsy of http://www.quotegarden.com , the rocking-est site in the whole WWW)
I will not carry a gun.... I'll carry your books, I'll carry a torch, I'll carry a tune, I'll carry on, carry over, carry forward, Cary Grant, cash and carry, carry me back to Old Virginia, I'll even hari-kari if you show me how, but I will not carry a gun!
~Hawkeye, "Officer of the Day", M*A*S*H
Quote from a currently untitled novel. Please be kind and do not steal my words. I'm trusting you. This is purely so I can get some feedback from anonymous people I know are telling me the truth.
She walks into math (without knocking) and stands there. Everyone in the class, girls and guys, look at her… except Mr. Wells. This is ‘cause once he starts off talking about how to divide into negative numbers, each with the exponent of 99, there’s no stopping him. He’s drawing a very elaborate diagram on the white board. It doesn’t help that he teaches art at our high school as well as math. So when he gets into it, he REALLY gets into it! The world could come to an end and he wouldn’t notice.
My friends Nathaniel and Utah grin at me, the New Girl=Fresh Meat looks in their eyes. It’s a well know fact that I’m a girl magnet. I’m milking it while I can though since I wasn’t always gorgeous.
So I gave the new girl my usual, slow, you’re-hot-I-like-you smile. She gave me a who-do-you-think-you-are glare/sneer that I haven’t gotten since grade six.
She stood there for half a minute in the doorway before Utah did the one thing that always snapped Mr. Wells away from Math Land, which he is mayor of.
Utah clacked his binder rings open.
You don't know me, but you do know my screen name, Kade123. I'm a teenage girl who is currently writing 9 books at once. None have gotten very far, unfortunately.
So, what are you thinking right now? Maybe that I'm some kind of weird antisocial genius kid. Well, if that is what you are thinking about, you at least have the antisocial thing right. *Smiley face* But the genius thing, not so much.
So, the blog. This blog is merely a place for me to vent. If you find my ranting amusing, feel free to drop in and laugh at my pain. I have no problem with that. I will be going back to school in September, so the posts might be less frequent then, but for now, I will be updating when, and if, I chose to. Possibly with small quotes from QuoteGarden and maybe snippets of the novel I'm working on that day. You'll see today's quotes bellow.
Enjoy,
Kade123
(Oh, and just so you know, every post is named after song lyrics or song names. Just to make me that cool.)(Sarcasm)
Quote of the Day, (curtsy of http://www.quotegarden.com , the rocking-est site in the whole WWW)
I will not carry a gun.... I'll carry your books, I'll carry a torch, I'll carry a tune, I'll carry on, carry over, carry forward, Cary Grant, cash and carry, carry me back to Old Virginia, I'll even hari-kari if you show me how, but I will not carry a gun!
~Hawkeye, "Officer of the Day", M*A*S*H
Quote from a currently untitled novel. Please be kind and do not steal my words. I'm trusting you. This is purely so I can get some feedback from anonymous people I know are telling me the truth.
She walks into math (without knocking) and stands there. Everyone in the class, girls and guys, look at her… except Mr. Wells. This is ‘cause once he starts off talking about how to divide into negative numbers, each with the exponent of 99, there’s no stopping him. He’s drawing a very elaborate diagram on the white board. It doesn’t help that he teaches art at our high school as well as math. So when he gets into it, he REALLY gets into it! The world could come to an end and he wouldn’t notice.
My friends Nathaniel and Utah grin at me, the New Girl=Fresh Meat looks in their eyes. It’s a well know fact that I’m a girl magnet. I’m milking it while I can though since I wasn’t always gorgeous.
So I gave the new girl my usual, slow, you’re-hot-I-like-you smile. She gave me a who-do-you-think-you-are glare/sneer that I haven’t gotten since grade six.
She stood there for half a minute in the doorway before Utah did the one thing that always snapped Mr. Wells away from Math Land, which he is mayor of.
Utah clacked his binder rings open.
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