Today is defined in two words. Sad face My boyfriend is sick (aw, swine is here to stay) just as I got better. I wish I could go see him or something but that's just not what we do. It's almost like were in a permanent state of awkward. I'm starting to think maybe it's not made to last. We're not really a "we" or an "us". We're separate unless we make big plans about getting together every fortnight or two. And we never spend anytime alone. It's just weird then. And his little brother or his parents are always there. I really just want some time with just him. I love him. I really do. I just don't know what to do anymore. Also, serious writer's block today. Nothing sounds right anymore. I have issues expressing exactly what I'm trying to say. It sounds fine in my head but looks completely wrong when it's down on paper. Many sad faced tidings, Kade123 Quote from http://www.onlyonetreehill.com/brookeqoutes.htm (One Tree Hill=Bomb show btw) : I'm not the most eloquent speaker, so I thought I would borrow a few words from Shakespeare. 'Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds.' When life gets hard, when things change, true love remains the same. I look at them and some how I feel safer. I don't know if I can explain that, but they give me hope. And, I'm afraid say it out loud because maybe if life finds out it'll try to beat it out of them and that will be a shame. Because, we all can use a little hope sometimes, you know. That feeling that everything's going to be okay and that there's going to be someone there to help make sure of that. So, here's to the one I love, and here's to hope, and here's to a love that will not alter. - Brooke Davis
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